" i'm in love with you...and all this little things.." (one direction-the little things)
ala-ala anwar hadi plak skang ni bila post ada lirik lagu sikit...mwahaha!
Sebenarnye, tujuan post kali ni aku nak cerita pasal the day when aku hang out dengan few friends including my brader aka my crush!!!! The day was awesome. Kitorang had a lot of fun. Before jumpa dia, my heart was like...hmmm, what should i do, am i suppose to keep quite or talk more, should i ignore him, OMG what should i do???? Lastly, i just sing at the ears..just go with the flow.
It's been a while since our last met. So, i really like tak sabar nk jumpa die. First kitorang jumpa masa kat petrol station cause nak transfer passenger. That time aku just curi-curi tengok die. OH MY PRADA!!! okey, he's handsome, so much!!! my heart yang before tengok die was like train takde break suddenly stop beating. Subhanallah...kacak giler! =P hehe....Then die yang tegur aku first, " Bai...." bergetar dada ni hah...camane tuh???nasib baik tak pengsan tetiba tawuuu, dah lah handsome kau tu membunuh, suara kau plak...elak mati berdiri aku tawuu!!!! then kitorang pun borak macam biasa. Takdela awkward sangat..biasa je. We even took a picture together for the first time, just two of us!!! sweet!!. Adalah cam pelik-pelik sikit tapi, jangan layan sangat lah kot...
Ada one time tu aku tengah borak with one guy ni, die nak mencelah tapi i was spoke with that guy, aku just cam layan sikit then back to that guy, time tu rasa bersalah gak tapi nak wat camne. It's just happened meyh...sorry bro, didn't mean to put you aside...hehe...but bro, you don't have to worry, you already have special spot in my heart! GOTCHA!!! You still love him Bai!!!!
Hehe...ok i admit, memang aku ada perasaan kat die but guess what, aku rasa yang feeling aku more pada try nak sayang dia as my best friend ever. Aku lagi sayang that friendship than lovey dovey things...apa yang membuatkan aku yakin yang perasaan aku macam berubah sikit is because, aku dah tak nangis. Sepanjang hari tu aku risau yang aku akan menangis bila tengok dia but fortunately, i don't!!! i don't even sad, i am happy for all day...nice right???
Tapi there's a doubt about aku tak nangis tu, whether my feeling memang dah berubah or aku dah jadi lebih kuat after semua yang dah jadi kat aku...aku kuat pada option kedua sebenarnye
Wanna know a secret??? i think i fall for him AGAIN!!!!! =)
xoxo ; bai
