He Again (-.-)'

The first company trip on Aug 2019. Before all the shit of covid ni jadi. We went to Genting Highland. He drove the car all the way from Johor and aku duduk sebelah dia. Dalam sejarah ya, aku tak tidur pun sepanjang perjalanan tu. Sebab aku excited sangat. Ahaks!. and aku takut aku akan berdengkur punyeiii. We berhenti lunch dekat RnR Jejantas Ayer Keroh. Makan lunch pun duduk sebelah aku. Hikksss.

Then kita masuk dekat snow tu pulak. Aku dah lah tak tahan sejuk. So, sepanjang dalam snow place tu, aku berdiri je. Then member dengan bos aku pun jenis kuat menyakat. Diorang nak baling snow dekat aku. Oleh kerana shield yang terdekat tu dia je so I hid behind him while holding the corner of his jacket. We ate cotton candy together. Of course with all our friends and bos and also bos' kids. They all serang my one and only cotton candy (-_-)'

Pada hujung tahun 2019 pula, We pergi Perak then balik dari Perak tu we singgah cameron, tidur kat Cameron satu malam. We went there naik bus. Masa kat dalam bus, He lapar then i offered my bread. Mula-mula dia tak nak. We arguing la kan then sampai satu tahap i said, "you tak sayang i ke??" then dia ambil and makan. I was like, okay, dia sayang aku. Hiksss again.

Masa dekat Pulau Pangkor. We naik bot for island hoping. Then last sekali we mandi pantai. At first just me and my one friend. Yang lain semua cari makan. Then dia datang with his favourite food which is sotong goreng tepung. Then dia offer we makan. How can we eat, tangan we kotor right. Then he feed me. HALLO!!! HE FEED ME!!! FEED ME!!  nasib baik aku tak pengsan. Well, dia feed my friend juga. We like adik-adik yang di jaga abangnya. This is not the end ya.

Next, dia pergi tukar baju since we pujuk dia join sekali kitorang dekat pantai tu. Masa dekat pantai tu, the air pantai macam tarik kitorang ke tengah taw. So macam unbalance sikit. Tapi aku ni degil, masih nak kedalam sikit. Takkan nak main kat tepi je an. Mana syok, tak mencabar. But, he held my hand so that i tak hilang balance and aku boleh la main dengan bahagia. Which I was. Aku rasa selamat. Aku rasa bahagia. My hand in his for some time. 

Tak habis situ ya. Even kitorang dah habis session lovey dovey kitorang dekat pantai tu, we continued dekat kolam mandi at our challet. Then, dah nak maghrib, we ada event pulak malam tu, so kena naik untuk bersiap la kan. Of course aku tak nak naik, I was hugging his arm pretending not wanted to leave the pool which was I really don't want and he pulled me out. Dalam air berani la, sebab ringan sikit. Hahaha....

Kalau nak dirumuskan cerita ni, Dia ni lah lelaki pertama yang layan aku macam perempuan. Very gentleman and well manners. Sometimes kuat mengusik juga. Don't made me start cerita masa we tengok movie sama sama. Omaigad this guy arrr, really like to tease people. Masa we pergi Desaru was the start of everything. Masa tu we start rapat. I miss him. Really miss him sebenarnya. Dia ni macam gift or sesuatu yang buat aku lupa yang aku pernah terluka. Temporary je la.  

A lot of things happened. That I can never forget and I don't want to. Sebab tu aku buat posting ni. Sebab aku tak nak lupa all the memories, the feelings, the people and of course Him. 

xoxo, Bai 💋